My short attention span
Anecdote: in class once, my favorite math professor was critiqued by a student for having a short attention span. His response: "That may be true, but you know who else has a short attention span? Look! A bug."
I'm not quite sure what happened (probably the Internet), but it feels like my attention span has shortened as well. The length of time I can spend reading without pause seems to have decreased; I start many tasks that don't get finished until I've paused, started something else, and then returned to them. I'll have a song in mind that I really want to listen to in the car or on my computer, but I lack the wherewithal to listen to it all the way through.
Now I know that to some extent this sort of priority-shifting was a defense mechanism at school against actually doing anything productive or substantial--a procrastination tactic. It was in the same vein as "do the easy stuff before the hard stuff, regardless of what's due when" and "I'll start after dinner." Unfortunately, I seem to have habitualized it. Indeed, I stopped writing this entry twice already to do other inane Internet-related things... and I just did it again. This is another one of those warning signs, since it always seemed to me that having a decent attention span was necessary to basically any job that you had to think about in order to do. Although I'm planning basically a month of self-improvement: waking up at a regular hour, eating better than I do at school and at consistent times, working out a little to stay in shape, mayyyybe prepping a little for the LSAT to keep myself sharp (I'm probably going to substitute snobby reading for LSAT stuff); I didn't consider what I can/should do to improve my focus. I guess it's something else to think about.
I'm not quite sure what happened (probably the Internet), but it feels like my attention span has shortened as well. The length of time I can spend reading without pause seems to have decreased; I start many tasks that don't get finished until I've paused, started something else, and then returned to them. I'll have a song in mind that I really want to listen to in the car or on my computer, but I lack the wherewithal to listen to it all the way through.
Now I know that to some extent this sort of priority-shifting was a defense mechanism at school against actually doing anything productive or substantial--a procrastination tactic. It was in the same vein as "do the easy stuff before the hard stuff, regardless of what's due when" and "I'll start after dinner." Unfortunately, I seem to have habitualized it. Indeed, I stopped writing this entry twice already to do other inane Internet-related things... and I just did it again. This is another one of those warning signs, since it always seemed to me that having a decent attention span was necessary to basically any job that you had to think about in order to do. Although I'm planning basically a month of self-improvement: waking up at a regular hour, eating better than I do at school and at consistent times, working out a little to stay in shape, mayyyybe prepping a little for the LSAT to keep myself sharp (I'm probably going to substitute snobby reading for LSAT stuff); I didn't consider what I can/should do to improve my focus. I guess it's something else to think about.
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maybe we should get you a copy of the Attention Deficit Disorder's Big Book of... Hey! Let's go Ride Bikes!
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